INSIDE OF ME….
*my bestfriend’s wedding!
I thought it was easy 2 accept things regarding serious matter!before, im not taking it seriously bcoz i am so much in thought of never ending” friendship!ahuh im a big fan of it-----dat wtever happens we will stay lyk we are as we used 2 be!but something is ought 2 change…in a very different way! I know it is a very selfish attitude 4 me 2 think about it but I just cudnt help myself..its lyk a painful experience dat I dnt wna feel! I love my bestfriend lyk I never loved a friend before!and im so afraid 2 lose him..so afraid 2b alone widout him…How cud I be happy about it?wen I know he himself is not?i know ders no backing off but it is not really fair to be in d situation he don’t deserve!!I know I cant give him d “love” he wants 2 get from me even if I tried a million tyms.. On d other hand, he has his share of FAULT too…y did he do it?he told me d love is not dat deep and he’s not too sure but y? haaayyy…Sy u mke me sick!ds s so serious! We shud just accept it..LIFE is not rily fair! Gudluck 2 ur married life!Be a gud father and husband! Love dem so much!and I know everyting wil be ok!Dont break d family!..Best wishes 2 u and mariz! Ill try 2 get over it and try not 2 dsturb u anymore coz ur a family man now!!!
*“him” – anew found companion!
Have u ever feel d feeling of bein child again? go to a park, ride a bike , eat street food, hv sum stuffed toy on hand and a balloon!!!!yah ryt balloon! Oh its soooo cool! And wen goin 2 d mall wer not doin d usual sosy ting!hehehe we play in timezone, eat in fudcourt , read magazine sa NBS widout buying hahaha!so fun! Ride jeepney and tricycle!..its all because of him, naks! He mkes me happy in his very special simple way! And wat I lyk about him d most?? He’s so true about wat he feels?!he’s not afraid 2 be himself not like others hus mking rily pasikat!and I LOVE his corny jokes too and his singing voice?- DON’T MATTER dude…thanks 4 playing my bestfriend 4 2 days hehehe sabi mo yan ha? I rily enjoyed a lot! And I lyk ur friends too..dey r so funny! Thanks 4 d text msgs and calls too…cg isasama kta pgbalik ko dun…
*People hu don’t stop!!!!
*Before I really wanted 2 be famous!i rily wanted 2b a model!!!see myself in magazines ,rampage , billboards! Meet socialite people…rich guys…be in party everywhere…travel d whole world! But now….wen opportunity comes along y ders a sudden change of feelings? at first I rily enjoyed it a lot because im overwhelmed about d attention of everyone! I just realized I cant stand that thing- its not 4 me! Im getting tired of those people hus forcing me..i dnt want it!and I can go widout der permission I don’t care wat wil it cause dem but I will stop! I just cant be a BITCH!so pls…shut up crops!!!
Sory brixy!mmwah…
MY THOUGHTS
The only constant in d world is change…feelings , self , attitude , love changed! So why der is a damn word called forever??! When a guy is courting it feels like forever…if a guy talks its always forever…if a guy promised, its forever! WHAT THE-------! That’s why 4 me dey r really better friend- bestfriend! Dey wil rily tell u anyting so impossible! idiot wil believe! I used 2 dump guys I rily don’t lyk..duh hu d hell are dey nwei?
Irreplaceable-
“ I can have another you in a minute
As a matter of fact he’ll be here in a minute
So don’t you ever for a second get 2 thinking
YOU’re IRREPLACEABLE
Superwoman
“im not ur superwoman
Im not a kind of girl dat u can lean on
And leave everyting ok
All I am is only human!
Illegal
“ You don’t even know d meaning of d words im sorry
U said u wud love me until you die
And as far as I know ur still alive baby
Im starting 2 believe its illegal 2 deceive a woman’s heart!
Independent Woman
The shoes on my feet..I bought it!
The car im driving..I bought it
The clothes im wering..I bought it
Cause I deend on ME!
Unpredictable “HIM”
• Well I think ds story is cute! I tink so…I met a guy in txtnet and we bcme friends..lovers..broke up..and friends again!hehehe. were both crazy and weird specially him!joke! Its lyk wer so far from each other but close! Duh!how d hell in d world dat happened??! I don’t know! I don’t understand him in a way he don’t wana MEET and SEE me…wer friends 4 1 year and 5 mos now!wat??? its true! Actually naging pangarap ko na nga yun eh grbe he’s my idol!im his avid fan! Before we used to txt each other am,nn, pm, evening,midnyt…and we used to talk a lot as in we sleep with d phone in our ears!hw do u lyk dat huh?!but know no na..maybe he’s bc, myb im bc , maybe he changed , myb I am , mybe he just don’t lyk lng or I don’t!la lang!or maybe I just miss him!!or lyk about “my bestfriends”wedding” something changed!!!or maybe sum1 mkes him bc..well he seems ok nmn so il be ok too…no tym 4 forcing! Im just tired of it…But why does he don’t tell me wat d prob is?its lyk its so hard to talk 2 him na…got ds feeling of mking him pilit na pero ngguluhan lng tlga me kc wala nmn cia cnsbi! Hmmm…GUYS!!!! I thought he’s different! Pero sana db cnsbi na lng nia ung reason pra di ko na cia kulitin or mybe gs2 nia ung feeling na gnun! Wala lng share ko lng friends!!!! DRAMA B? well…sometimes we need it!
jhane
May 20, ‘07
